the heavy weight of sentiment

[c spirit]

twisting emotion pain my heart aching
time passes always changing
I didn't do enough
our spirits entwined and untwined
you trusted in me you had no choice
I walk away still I pray for your comfort
our eyes connect with distanced uncertainty
I was there for you for such a short time
did I make any difference at all?
worldly decisions force regret
I feel so sad and hope for your forgiveness
understanding is the destiny that awaits, but we must wait
our purpose, the understanding for which we are left wanting
will a day come for our souls to embrace?